New Fanfic :]

This couldn't be happening. We were all crowded in a small kitchen, talking Thomas out of his decision.
"You guys, I just can't do it anymore. I'm not part of Varsity Fanclub. It's not me."
Had he honestly said those words? Thomas, my best friend, was leaving our band?
As I heard the guys argue with Thomas, Drew hugging him and crying, Jayk cussing under his breath, David trying to be logical, I blanked out.

What did this mean for us? Thomas was the only member I was connected with. I'm not going to lie, I like that guy. Call me a fag, diss me, I don't care. Thomas was the only love of my life. He knew how I felt too, and he hadn't done anything about it. He claimed he was bi, but we'd never done anything. And now he was leaving me.

"Bobby... Bobby? Are you alive?" As I came back to reality, I saw that Drew and I were the only ones left in the room. "Uh, Drew, where did Thomas go?"

"He went to his room to pack. I can't believe this is happening, Bittie." Semi-ignoring Drew's last sentence, I mumbled a "yeah, me too" and walked up the stairs to Thomas' bedroom. As I put my hand on the doorknob, I took in a deep breath, then entered Thomas' room. He was in his private bathroom, so I took a seat on his couch.
"Hello, who's in here?" Thomas said through the crack in the bathroom door.
"Hey, uh,T-thomas, it's me.. Me, Bobby." I stuttered, standing up and walking towards his bathroom.

"Hey Bittie, come in!" He said in a semi-happy tone, which sort of pissed me off.
"How can you be happy, Thomas? What the hell is this. You're leaving me." I growled and looked away from him, trying not to show my tear-filled eyes.
"Bobby, look at me." Thomas placed his hand under my chin and turned my head so I was facing him, and I involuntarily sniffled. "Thomas. Don't leave." He shushed me and kissed me softly, which took me by complete surprise. I stared at him, wide-eyed, and bit my lip.

"YOU CAN'T LEAVE!" I said frustrated, and sat on the counter. "What about us... Well, what could have been 'us'. Thomas, I love you. There, I said it. I'm in fucking love with you. And now you're going to leave and go to San Diego, who knows when the hell i'll see you again. You'll fall in love with some beach-babe, and forget about ..." He stopped my rambling by kissing me yet again. His kisses are amazing. It made my heart burn and made me shiver at the same time.

"Hey, Squirt, just because its the end of the band for me doesn't mean its the end of us." He smiled softly at me, taking one of my hands and lacing our fingers.

"What do you mean..." I stared at him, biting my lip softly.

"You know what they say, when one door closes, another one opens." He smirked at me, kissing my deeper than before, placing his free hand on my inner thigh, which was only covered by my boxers.

God, I was getting excited. I felt myself stiffen a little as I kissed him back full on, wrapping one arm around his neck and playing with the tips of his hair.

"Hey, Bobby, want to take a shower with me? I want my last one here to be.. special." He winked at me, locking the door and pulling off his shirt. Damn, Thomas is fit. I jumped off the counter and pulled off my own shirt, then got embarrassed. This was the first guy I had ever been with, technically. I was sort of nervous.

"Need some help?" Thomas reached for my hands, pulling me towards his already naked body, then pulled down my boxers. I felt exposed, but oddly enough, I was comfortable. Having Thomas near me made me feel warm and happy, and him naked, don't even get me started.

As I watched him turn on the shower water, staring at his toned ass, I found myself fighting to hold back. I instantly felt the urge to just, pound myself in him. I walked up to him, wrapping my arms around his back, and started to nibble on the back of his neck. I wasn't exactly sure what I was doing, but his response; a soft moan; turned me on even more. I pushed him forward, into the shower, then closed the shower door.

"Thomas, i've wanted you for so long." I whispered as I kissed the back of his neck softly, pushing my hips against his firm ass. I didn't know what had gotten in me, but I knew I couldn't control myself anymore. I pushed my stiff member into his tight hole, sort of surprising him. His squeal-moan turned me on, though. I just pushed myself in him deeper, groaning as he moaned softly.

"Oh, Bobby, you're soo.. big" He said between moans, and I chuckled, kissing his shoulder, mumbling "You're so hot, mm..." I started to thrust in him deeper, making him get weaker, so he leaned his upper body against the wall of the shower. He seemed so helpless, but so hot, so fucking hot. I held onto his hips for more control, and went as hard as I could. Each one of his moans echoed against the walls, driving me crazy. I wrapped one arm around him and started to rub his thick, hard erection, rubbing his tip slowly. His moans were turning into screams, so I kissed his neck and bit it roughly, mumbling "shut up, they'll hear us." Into his neck. He nodded, tilting his head back, about to fall. Thomas was so vulnerable, and I was finding it SO hot. I held him up with one hand, still thrusting into him, faster now, and rubbed him with my other hand. He was whimpering in enjoyment, trying not to be loud. "Moan my name, Thomas. Mmm, do it." I growled softly in his ear, as I felt myself explode in him, just as he screamed "BOBBY! FUCCK." Even though I had finished, I kept going, thrusting in him, his moans filling the air, then a few moments later, his sperm filling my hand. I stood there, in him, for a few moments, taking it all in. After I pulled out of him, I turned him around, slamming him into the wall, then kissing him deep and hard, my body tight against his. He kissed me back with the same passion, then laughed, pulling me off. "Damn, Bobby. You're fucking fierce." He smirked softly, pulling my lips against his again, and we kissed for a few minutes, until I felt my knees wobble. Now, I was getting weak. I pulled myself away from his luscious lips and stepped out of the shower. He followed me, taking a towel and rubbing himself off, then handing it to me. After we dried and dressed, we went into his room, sitting on his bed. He kissed me softly, then frowned.

"Bobby, I have to finish packing. You know how Jayk is. He want's me out. But hey, want go for a ride with me and look for houses?"
"Thomas, we both know what we'll really be riding."
"I take that as a yes, now go put some clean clothes on and we'll go."
So as I stepped out of his room, and into my own, I quickly got dressed, excited for my "date."
This was going to be the first of many.

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its bad, i know. you guys know how fast I did this. i need to shower now. LOOOOOOOOL @ THE IRONY.


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